Wednesday, 20 May 2015

Competitor

It's time to complete a life goal. Iv had it in my mind for so long now the idea that I have nearly missed my opportunity so many time, means that this year I put it at the top of my list! I am becoming a competitor in the pole world.

Thursday night I sat as I uploaded my video entry, filled in the forms and transferred the entry fee. It's been done. Now I have to wait till the end of next week to find out if I get to compete at the Miss Pole Dance Uk semi pro on 28th of June. In all honestly I don't know if I get through, the competitions high! If I do, will I win? I highly doubt that! But I am committed, I'm in it to winit, it's not about show boating to others or being better then anyone else, it's about beating myself, tricking my body into reaching new heights and telling it that ultimately Cf may try to kick my ass nearly every day but I am still what I was ment to be, I am still a dancer.

As I delve into my training more and add in new aspects, I can feel my body knowing what it has always known but never been able to do, lines become sharper, moves flow freely as I start to unlock my true potential. I know it's in there, I know I can do it, it's so hard to explain but I am becoming everything I was born to be, born to do. I was not born to spend my life dying, but set it alight as I twist and bend into beautiful shapes.









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9 comments:

  1. Unknown20 May 2015 at 08:32

    Good luck kirstie. Well done xxx

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  2. Linda20 May 2015 at 10:37

    Brilliant ! Well done, love you to bits ! One very proud mum xxxxx

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  3. kelvin22 May 2015 at 02:55

    You should get a prize just for entering Kirstie,I wish you the best of luck in the competition and everything else that you may try, Kelvin xx

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    1. Unknown22 May 2015 at 03:04

      That's sweet but I want to win out of my skill and ability not because of what iv been through. X

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  4. kelvin22 May 2015 at 03:39

    You must have a chance to win on merit Kirstie I have seen you do some very good stuff. Just taking part must make you feel good though I hope, xx

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  5. Anonymous27 May 2015 at 16:11

    They recently showed a documentary about you in telly in Finland. Watched it and had to google you right afterwards to see how you're doing these days.

    I was very happy to find this blog and see you're doing ok. I hope everything keeps going well for you and good luck to your competition next month! I'll keep my fingers crossed for you :-)

    Tiia from Finland

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  6. kelvin3 August 2015 at 14:18

    I hope that you got on well and that you are keeping healthy Kirstie, Kelvin

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  7. Unknown30 October 2015 at 16:50

    Hoping that you are keeping well, and how did the competition go did you go through etc
    Please update us as you've made me feel strong with I'm going through in my own life

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    1. Unknown29 November 2015 at 16:11

      Hi Leanne, sorry for he late reply I have just wrote a new post. Thank you for your comment x

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