We'de like to offer you a place on the lung transplant waiting list

We'd like to offer you a place on the lung transplant waiting list, a sentence i have been waiting to hear and when it came i could feel the tears coming to the surface. Something I have been waiting for so long now, iv felt on edge and nervous, waiting to know. But now the decisions are over the verdict is in. I will be on the active list as of Monday once all the paper work is finished and from then, i shall try to forget that I'm waiting for a call.

On other news, I had an awful night last night, sky high temperates, racing heart of 140-160 and 02 levels of 90 on 02. I was gasping for breath and clearly in distress. I had bloods done, but that's all. I think times like these when i was clearly unwell i should have blood gases done. I felt so out of breath and ill. Once I cleared my lungs, my temp came down, my Sat's and heart rate started to settle and i felt i could breath. I think it was just my lungs were so full with Flem over night it sent my temp rocketing.

I'm hoping to get home earlie next week but I'm having a meeting with my team and a few other people to discuss ways I can stay at home and how they can make it easier for me. I hope this makes life easier. I also started filling out esa forms today, to claim some money as I can't work any more. Its impossible, i hate them and there driving me crazy. They don't make it easy for you to claim when you really need it. They also sent through a form for council tax benefit and housing benefit i don't know if I'm entitled to it but ill fill out the form and hope i get some money. I don't know how I'm going to live for the next couple of weeks, its going to take a while to get any money through. The last thing i need is money worries..